let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
when there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
we can go to the movies and sit in the back row
just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.
we’ll paint the rooms of our house
and get more paint on us than the walls.
we can hold hands and go to parties we end up
ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.
and slow dance with me in our bedroom
with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
let me love you forever.
Ugh… It’s so hard.. The loneliness.
I still fight everyday to not think about you or miss you. You were my first love, you gave me the most gorgeous girl Sophia, I’ve never loved like I’ve loved you.
But… I know all the things you’ve done to us, and that will always remind me why I left and choose to move forward without you. You’ll always have a place in my heart, but I’ll never let you walk back into my life again.